( Jingyi stares at the plush dragon, struck immobile to start. His mouth opens, lips parted, and he wants to say something, anything, but no words come out. His eyes burn with a sudden intensity he doesn't expect, and he hugs the stupid, familiar shape of the dragon plush to his chest and lets himself have a moment of gratitude so intense it burns.
And yes. He does cry, just a little, overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness from the closest thing he'll have to a parental figure in his world, aside from the mentorship that comes from Hanguang-jun. Different divides, and it's all tied up in Clan, in identity, in knowing Lan Xichen cares for all of them and also is a man with too much he bears, for the sake of them all. Who has suffered at the hands of his sworn brothers in different, unintended and unasked ways; who has been betrayed for his affections and trust, and still carries on. As much as he can, still carries on.
For a moment, though, he can hug this stupid, soft representation of what he's missing so acutely he doesn't even know it sometimes. Kindness, he thinks, is something like this.
It's later that he finds Lan Xichen, in the gardens, and executes the perfection of a bow for a junior to not just a senior, but to his sect leader. Sword in hand, in his robes with their partial mending, because that is what is due for this. Hair carefully in place, crown worn like it should, ribbon precisely worn as it always is regardless. )
Thank you for the gift, Zewu-jun. It... it was very well received.
( He's not sure if he should or could or can accept it in one turn, but he knows he has, that denying it now is too insincere in its own way. He'll return as good to his sect leader, he will. He'll figure out the how, but for now he can offer this: his respect, the depth of it and his gratitude, unshakeable loyalty no matter the fractured differences across worlds. )
[ All the details in the care that Jingyi has taken today are noted as Xichen watches the junior approach, and the sect leader's eyes are so soft. He cups his hands to accept it, just as properly. ]
I am glad, Jingyi.
[ Then, expression gentle, he motions next to him. ]
Would you like to sit with me for a little while?
[ If there are... words he needs to say. Sometimes, they do need to be spoken out loud. ]
( Jingyi pauses, then moves to take that seat by Zewu-jun. )
Thank you, Zewu-jun.
( Now for this, though at first, he's not sure what to say. He settles his sword next to him, properly leaned and in reach, should there be any need to run off armed and ready for train action. )
Do you... miss specific things from home, Zewu-jun? Ones that might only make sense to you?
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Jingyi,
With hopes that this one will be company until more friends that you are used to might show up,
Lan Xichen. ]
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And yes. He does cry, just a little, overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness from the closest thing he'll have to a parental figure in his world, aside from the mentorship that comes from Hanguang-jun. Different divides, and it's all tied up in Clan, in identity, in knowing Lan Xichen cares for all of them and also is a man with too much he bears, for the sake of them all. Who has suffered at the hands of his sworn brothers in different, unintended and unasked ways; who has been betrayed for his affections and trust, and still carries on. As much as he can, still carries on.
For a moment, though, he can hug this stupid, soft representation of what he's missing so acutely he doesn't even know it sometimes. Kindness, he thinks, is something like this.
It's later that he finds Lan Xichen, in the gardens, and executes the perfection of a bow for a junior to not just a senior, but to his sect leader. Sword in hand, in his robes with their partial mending, because that is what is due for this. Hair carefully in place, crown worn like it should, ribbon precisely worn as it always is regardless. )
Thank you for the gift, Zewu-jun. It... it was very well received.
( He's not sure if he should or could or can accept it in one turn, but he knows he has, that denying it now is too insincere in its own way. He'll return as good to his sect leader, he will. He'll figure out the how, but for now he can offer this: his respect, the depth of it and his gratitude, unshakeable loyalty no matter the fractured differences across worlds. )
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I am glad, Jingyi.
[ Then, expression gentle, he motions next to him. ]
Would you like to sit with me for a little while?
[ If there are... words he needs to say. Sometimes, they do need to be spoken out loud. ]
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Thank you, Zewu-jun.
( Now for this, though at first, he's not sure what to say. He settles his sword next to him, properly leaned and in reach, should there be any need to run off armed and ready for train action. )
Do you... miss specific things from home, Zewu-jun? Ones that might only make sense to you?